I ain’t got enough middle fingers.
Time for an update!
So, the last time I wrote on here, I said I was going to get a motorcycle. Well, I did it! I’ve been working on it since I’ve gotten it and it’s definitely therapeutic. Sitting in my garage and spending hours upon hours sanding every nook and cranny. It’s quite intimate and it is creating a bond between the bike and me. I’ve still got a long way to go before its running, but it’s going to be well worth it.
Let’s see…what else has been going on…
I am still drawing. I haven’t been posting any sketches lately because I’m ‘evolving’ my drawing style a bit. All of my time is consumed now. I am working full time, then I come home to draw/paint, and work on my bike on the weekends or when I don’t feel like drawing.
I haven’t spoken to Her in a really long time. I hate to admit it but I still think about Her everyday. I really wonder if she even thinks about me for even a second…whatever the case, it’s still hard to move on. Why? I don’t know what’s going on with me and these feelings for Her. I can’t really put into words..blah.
I’ve said it before but the days are going by too fast! It’s crazy! I got 2 hours of overtime at work today and it really didn’t feel like I stayed longer. Pay day is tomorrow and I’m continuing my hermit life. I wish I had the remote control from the movie ‘Click.’ I need to speed up time so that I have a completed bike!
“Liking” my pictures and status updates.
This is how we stay friends in this day and age…and I’m using the word “friends” loosely.
Give me something real.
He is risen. He is tired.
Let the waking nightmare continue.
The Vaccines - If You Wanna
I still miss that cheshire smile…
This is gonna be a very grey year.
Yay! The week is over! First full time week in a while in it feels great. I haven’t been doing a lot of work in the warehouse, which is nice, and instead I’ve been out on the road making deliveries. Today was the last of my Albertsons deliveries. I got to visit the nice city of San Pedro. It was a lot nicer than I thought. I’ve only been to downtown San Pedro and it’s a pretty neat place. There’s a excellent BBQ spot down there called Porky’s. It’s making my mouth water just thinking about their mac n cheese.
Summer is coming quick and it looks like I’m going to start my motorcycle project and get my M1 license. I’m super excited about it and I don’t care if my friends follow through with me or not. The motorcycle is going to be a bobber style motorcycle. It’s going to before my daily commuter and hobby at the same time. Drawing, painting, and being an apprentice is still on the top of my list. My mom is really proud of me and said she will help me pay for my apprenticeship. Things are starting to look up, I guess.
I’ve had some nice talks with a couple of friends this week. It’s good to know that I still have friends I can talk to about certain things. One of them brought up a point saying that no matter what, I’m always going to be comparing my last girlfriend to the last. That’s true but that’s such a generalized statement. But it got me thinking…the last person I was with was the first to do everything I liked because She liked it too. It was too good to be true. There’s no doubt in my mind that there will never, ever be another like Her. Sad but true.
More time for me and the bike that is soon to be born.
I’m going to enjoy my Slurpee and watch some intervention to feel better about my life.